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     So another rainy dreary sunday, yep im at work. I was at work yesterday all i did was check my email and read my book which is currentely The Talisman by peter straub, well co written with stephen king who im not a huge fan of. I found out that i didn't get the swatch job on wensday, so i went to Chris' and drowned my problems in budget beer. ( Read more... )

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So i started drinking with james at 4pm happy hour till six we came home, drank some more passed out, messed around got up at one and i started drinking again at one am. its two am now some times i love my life. Calibans sitting on my lap and theres a cold one in my hand life is good, im going to go to my first twenty somthing group at the gay and ( Read more... )

      So I did end up going out with Brad last night, after much fussing about when i could get the hell out of work since the night crew  like always was late, and I was waiting for the Groomer to finish up. 'By the time i got to Brad's i was feeling pretty blah, We walked J (his dog), then I attempted to pretty myself up and off we went.

We ( Read more... )

Take me out, Franz Ferdinand

So if you're lonely
You know I'm here waiting for you
I'm just a crosshair
I'm just a shot away from you
And if you leave here
You leave me broken, shattered, I lie
I'm just a crosshair
I'm just a shot, then we can die

So my birthday was Thursday, all in all im starting to think what my step father used to tell ( Read more... )

     I am supposed to be doing a dozen things right now, important adult shit i suppose. My rent check never made it to my landlord and i should be calling the bank, I should be figuring out my next pay check to make sure that my verizon doesnt get shut down.

Instead i find a rather sublime peace in sitting here with my hangover and music.

I ( Read more... )

Reel Big Fish - Boys Don't Cry (Live) Lyrics
I would say i'm sorry
If I thought that it would change your mind
But I know that this time
I have said too much
Been too unkind

So I try to laugh about it
Cover it all up with lies
I try to
Laugh about it
Hiding the tears in my eyes
'cause boys don't cry
Boys don't cry

I would break down at your feet
And beg ( Read more... )

REEL BIG FISH LYRICS

"Brand New Hero"

I've got big dreams but no self-esteem, you know?
I'd reach for the stars but I can't find my arms
All this time we've accomplished so much
Why can't I believe why can't I just feel love?

Goin' away leavin’ today you've gotta find a brand new hero
I let you down when you're not around you know I can't be trusted ( Read more... )

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places
Worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going no where
Going no where
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression
No expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow
No tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad ( Read more... )