By the way, sunshine ( Read more... )

The snow makes me miss you....will you hold me? I love you. Please come back.

How far would you go for a little intimacy? I traded my soul for a beer and a few hours of lying next to a warm body, never touching ["are you one of those people who can't be touched when you sleep?" means "I am one of those people"]. He never slept because he was so uncomfortable [introverted, rational, republican...never loved or held someone ( Read more... )

It's true, I need this time away from you for many things.  I need to solidify my character. I need to know who I am, with unwavering certainty, and possess the certainty to never change who I am for anyone but myself.  Especially not for you.  [I've done that too much already].  But I still have things I want to change about me...just not who I am ( Read more... )

He put his arm around me, pulled me to the side, and firmly said:

"He's gonna call you up one day, and he's gonna want you back.  It might be soon, it might be a long time from now, but it's gonna happen.  And what you decide is going to be the ultimate test of your character.  Your decision is going to say a lot about who you are."  

There was this moment I treasure, I'll never forget it ( Read more... )

No man remains quite what he was when he recognizes himself. - Thomas Mann

No, he doesn't..  I won't ever be the same.

I am infinitely wiser.

But if that still isn't enough for you....

if it's still too late....

....then you're not the person I want to be with either. 

 
Does the last person you shared a bed/couch with mean anything to you?
of course

Are you dating the last person you kissed?
yes

Can you handle the truth?
not as often as i'd like, but i prefer to know the truth.

Do you kiss a lot of people?
used to

If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
i really want a massage

Have you ever streaked across ( Read more... )

i'm disappointed in myself.

I'm lamenting the loss of my internship. 
I was handed an amazing internship after seeking volunteer work, and after a week of trying to get past the red tape I was informed it is in fact, impossible.  I was attached.  I finally felt like I was ahead of the game, like I was smart, needed, successful.  Now I'm back to square one (i.e., nothing on my ( Read more... )