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I can't get it right
Alright, well here we are again and my life still isn't just normal yet. I try so hard to avoid the people that only want to bring me down and use me but somehow I can't get away completely. I guess it might have something to do with the fact that I am so sick of being alone and on my own that I always settle for less then I deserve until finally ( Read more... ) -
A new lifestyle
So I have been through the whole rehab thing since I last wrote and I am doing amazing ( Read more... ) -
Breathe
Im soo stressed out and I feel like I cant fucking breathe everything is so heavy right now someone save me pleaseeeee -
This is not for your pity because you dont know me
Green is my favorite color
I once had a stuffed hipo named mops who I told everything to and he really could hear it and really helped me through the rain and the world well so I thought.....
I have 3 sisters and 1 brother that I would give the world too and give anything I have to see them again and tell them I love them and everything is okay with ( Read more... ) -
My life as of now
Ummmmmm.......
Well for the first time in like over a fucking year im alright with daniel not giving a fuck and I guess I just dont need him after all....
I hate my fucking job and I wish I knew what I did with my moneyzzzz
I have my kittens back which rules faces
I have 6 cigs which doesnt fucking rule anything at all
Im sick of sleeping on the floor
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Honestly and the lame truth about why im pointless
Once again here I am making decisions that I know are wrong and that I know I shouldn't be.....and escpecially when I am trying my hardest to get back what I lost for this the first time....I want to give my lief and everything I have to have this all back but Im here fucked and I can only blame myself for that...Which makes all of this a poinless ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Checklist for Eternity
I would spend my time like it was my last every second of everyday and regret nothing -
Lost
Im to the point no where my only friends are people I meet online and I used to think people like that were weird or whatever until I found out what it felt like to be alone or just not understood and It had been getting to me sooo much lately so If you would like to talk ever just talk Im here xoxo
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Just Another Night
I hate my job so much that I have been theren so many nights feeling disrespected and used but I stay because I need the money more then ever right now, but its making well I guess notr making me but it just isnt me and so I have to go in there every single night messed up just to make it out alive and I have been trying to have my ex back for over ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: What You'd Accomplish if Success Was Guaranteed
I would make the world happy! :)