i am anxiously awaiting a new year.
this one, with very few exceptions (mauricio's wedding, greg),
has sucked.
looking forward to 2007.
i love you.

i read once that this guy was trying to get across the country with no money, so he posted something online and people sent him donations to his paypal account and he ended up being able to get there.
i need my car to function.
i wish i could steal a page from that dude's book.

remember me?
i'm still alive.

in an effort to make some money...

i'm for hire. i can do most anything. and i ain't too proud to beg.
let me know.

i just wish it never happened. that way, i wouldn't still be feeling like this.

i walked outside to find a dead bird on my doorstep this morning. i went out for a bit and came back to find it had moved. i got out a shovel, burried it under a tree next to my house, and fashioned a cross from sticks. i'm not really sure why i did this, but i cried. i cried for the bird and i cried for those i've lost and i cried, i guess a ( Read more... )

i guess one of the best reasons for writing an entry in this thing is when you're depressed or lonely or just a little introspective. long story short, as soon as i realized there was something to lose, i got scared and shut down. i never gave him the chance to get to know the real me. the one he did know, he said he wasn't falling in love with ( Read more... )

audra says she's never seen me like this.
i think it's a good thing.
everything else is shit, but i can't help but smile.

i can't help it. it's just a crush. but i still can't figure him out.

just talked to ben in new york. they're at fischer's place and about to go downtown. i wish i was there ( Read more... )