lately i have been running off two emotions completely ( Read more... )

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for the first time, i am increasingly missing my dad. i wish i knew him but i never get up the nerve to get his number. and what am i supposed to do once i do call him? if i even try express that i miss him, i know i'm going to bust out crying. but that's what i want him to know. i want to tell him that i'm sorry for being sucha bad daughter. i ( Read more... )

keeley is in some kind of funk lately. at first it was matt leaving for kuwait, but now PMS has joined in. i really want to be a good friend to her, but right now she is making it very hard. i could handle the bitchy part (hellooo, i lived with my mom for 18 yrs!) but the moping and self pity are driving me up the wall. earlier she said that she ( Read more... )

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everyone around me is troubled and paining or pining for someone. relationship troubles abound, i find myself in a unique sitution that once seemed common. at one time, people could relate to the in and out of relationships. now everyone has found their "someone". that discovery has led to several different "problematic" situations. the most common ( Read more... )

p.s. this whole thing with matty is also driving me nuts. i would love to brush it off as being a drunken thing, but the part that bothers me is that he says not to tell brandy. i love that girl and i can't imagine doing anything that i wouldn't tell her about. i can't imagine matty doing anything he couldn't tell her about. and it seems like every ( Read more... )

yaaaaay for being antisocial. i have been sick since winter break started and it sucks balls. fortunately i've been going through different stages of sick, so i'm currently enjoying both a head cold and stomach virus. suck. school on the other hand is going better than i expected. i think. i have the motivation to do work this semester, only ( Read more... )

i hate me ( Read more... )

1. What do you most like about your body?: hair ( Read more... )