"what's the matter? you look like you haven't got a friend in the world ( Read more... )

i've decided i'm afraid of popularity ( Read more... )

well hello again.
bipolar disorder checklist twelve out of 13. not bad ( Read more... )

my brain is so blank. i'm afraid what's gonna happen when i go back to school :P ( Read more... )

i've decided that there's really nothing wrong with me. i'm just being oversensitive. i don't have any real issues that i need to deal with. i think i just need to get over myself and realize that there's nothing wrong. excessive self-pity is unbecoming. all this makes sense when i'm reading it and i can't think of any other way to make it more ( Read more... )

why would i post a live journal if i didn't want people to read it. why don't i just write it down in a 'real' journal that no one can read but me. i guess there are a couple reasons. the easiest reason is that i'm always on the computer when i'm home so it's convenient to get to. also this way seems much less tangible. once i hit the 'post' button ( Read more... )

i am officially pathetic. last night i had the chance to hang out with a bunch of uber kewl peeps (to use the vernacular) and for some reason i chose to be a bitch, get cranky and leave. i'm blaming it on a cranky attack, but maybe i am just an extreme loser. perhaps the reason i don't have more people to chill with is not because i'm afraid of the ( Read more... )

i'm back, days and drugs later. i've got what i thought i wanted, but it doesn't seem to be working. maybe money really does make you happy ( Read more... )

woohoo! i'm on livejournal. i apologize if this turns into a bitch session. i am not happy, i need somewhere to be unhappy, so it doesn't leak out ( Read more... )