I have not written on lj in almost 10 yrs. So much has changed!

Wow its was soo cold there but God I miss being in Canada and I miss him even more....

Ok I know I told you to take it slow with me and to have patience with me and just take it slow.... but Damn this is crazy and all I want to do is reach over to you and make the first move... But am I that bold to do something so crazy and would you let me or would that freak you out... I guess the easiest thing to do is just ask you but FUCK that ( Read more... )

I think you are a piece of shit... for doing it to me again... but on the other hand I'm the dumb ass that let you.. I'm going to put it this way... if you want me in your life then have me... if not stay the fuck out of mine... if a booty call was all you wanted well man up and say so... like I told you that nite am not as sensitive as you think I ( Read more... )

Where are you now? Don't do this to me again...

Well I guess I did it again... put trust into the wrong person...

Ok I'm going to make this quick and short... The last time i updated i was going to have the lap band done... But no on March 9th, 2009 I had the Grastric Bypass... So after weighing in last night and 4 months later im down 104.4 pds... but if you want to see a pic you have to go to my myspace page... Talk to you soon

Ok so there has been a lot going on.... Dimitrios ended up standing me up and still to this day does not have the balls to talk to me... BUt fuck him I dont care... You see it starting getting odd when I told him about loosing weight... I know right go fig. I sometimes think that I just cant win... Im either too big or if I talk about loosing ( Read more... )

So its now been almost to months and I still havent heard from him... But whatever im over him but im not over what he did... Im not mad at him either I think im more pissed off at myself for allowing myself once again to be played... You know there are three little words that can be said that will make my world just crumble to the ground and I so ( Read more... )

Well it's happen again... Why do I keep doing this to myself... Well Dimitrios never showed today... I havent heard from him yet....