I know it has been a very long time since I have written anything in here... But where can I find the time.... Lately if I really had anything to say at all, I just put it down on paper.  Well I started a new job back in Nov. 19, 2007 and I do like it but my hrs have been crazy and I dont seem to have time to do anything and my last couple of ( Read more... )

So I desided to check my email today... I know I really need to start doing it more offten... But here is what on found in it today... This is from a guy I have been talking to named Shawn

Sat, 14 Jul 2007 17:28:27 -0400

I wish that you could feel

My arms about you tight

Holding you close tonight.

To know that I am there

and never far.

That you could ( Read more... )

I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green
I hope when your in bed with her, you think of me
I would never wish bad things, but i don't wish you well
Could you tell, by the flames that burned away

I never read your letter
'Cause I knew what you'd say
Give me that sunday school answer
Try and make it all ok

Does it hurt to know I'll ( Read more... )

Who is this? Do I know who you are? Are you the person I think you are? Rob?... 
SO ever so often I get this message from a Anonymous person and I dont know who it is... But it would be nice to have a name behind the comments. I do have a confession... I really do miss rob, I still to this day have not meet anyone that makes me feel the way he did ( Read more... )

I can't believe im going to be 30 on the 17th... where has the time gone? I also can't belive it's been 3 years since ive seen Rob... I have to say I still think about him every once in a while... And I really do miss talking to him and I hope all is well with him... So there has been so much shit going on lately... Ive been talking to this guy and ( Read more... )

I was looking at my dates on my journal and wow there are huge gaps inbetween dates,,, sorry about that.... Any way wow mach 16, can you belive it. So two month until my 30th birthday

Yeah, I know its been a while since the last time I wrote in this damn thing... But there are so many thought running though  my mind, im not sure how to organize them... and actually put them down. heres to you Rob

you know what, never mind...FUCK IT IM over it....

so any way no thats out of the way there is so much more going on in my life right ( Read more... )

You know its funny how things end up... It has been two years to the day that my life change in a way that I can't explain.... When I woke up that morning I did not relize it was going to be the last time I ever saw you face to face... The strange thing is I can still see you so clear and its strange how when im lying in bed I sware I can feel you ( Read more... )

Well it is now 3:56am and yes I am still up... I can't beleave im 29 years old today... Well so far I have talk to Sam,Jen,Jay,Denise,Robbie and of course Mike (seeing how we live together) and that was only between midnite and 1am I guess im doing pretty good and the "Happy Birthday wishes this year.... Thank to everyone so far I love you all... ( Read more... )

On May 17th I will be turning 29.. I have to say I think im kinda sad about it. I find myself cring alot, but it could be the stress thats going on right now...But Like everything else im dealing... and I look at it this way it could be worse... anyway I will write more later... its 320am and Im sleepy but just so you know I now have a myspace so ( Read more... )