on spiders and blood cells

[filmfuzz]

so...i don't know how i feel about life right now. for instance - i haven't been to class in three days (AGAIN). not like i didn't try to go...i actually got kick out of class today, but you know that is so discouraging, ESPECIALLY when you really go and you want to go, and you know that you HAVE to go, and you make the effort and you walk up that

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[hope_meets_less]

this is a struggle for me as well. i mean, why not face the possibility that the arrangement of what we know of as "life" is completely random and meaningless. And you know, that string-theory DVD has got me thinking about this too...there is so much so much fucking bigger than we are. SO MUCH! but does it have meaning...we are a tiny speck in this infinte universe. its so incomprehensible

[tintri_paisean]

i got a 66% on a psych exam today and then the teacher curved it and it was a high C.
at no point did i care this way or that. college seems to be a waste of time.
take us out of the workforce long enough for the 80 year olds to scrounge enough money for meds to be happy another day, so they go back to their job as a greeter at walmart.
-sigh-

[hope_meets_less]

how could you leave me hanging like that?

and when does jeff want that keg back...its still here!