sometimes I have so much to say. There are all these words floating in my head just waiting to come out. so then when I go to do so they all seem to dissipate.   I wish I had the "I dont care what anyone thinks" mentality that way I could just say whats on my mind without holding back. Im sure if I could do that then my head wouldnt be so cloudy. 
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 grr.
super frustrated.

 I will be so glad when this week is over with! I have to go back to work at the hotel at 6 for a 600 person plated dinner we are doing for a navel academy alumni thingy goin on. Its a lot of work.
   I need to go get a new fish my other one died on me a couple days ago. so sad... hmm oh ya! im throwing a halloween party at my place oct 27th, should ( Read more... )

 GAH! I cant sleep! i sneeze, then sneeze some more...then blow my nose..drink water.. ugh its a cycle thats keeping me up. I think im sick bc of exhaustion. work is hardcore lately, and when im home i havent been napping well and my hamster thats running my wheel is just plain pooped out.

I would like tomato soup , grilled cheese, soft pet pet ( Read more... )

Go through the following list, and add together the fine you need to pay to humanity ( Read more... )

 how the hell is my cell phone bill 360 dolla.

ugh.

bills bills bills=debt
I miss my fat paychecks from bath n body works

So I finnaly finished  this painting that I started a year ago. My need to create art is coming back to me full swing. i guess you can say i've been inspired lately. Some people just have this ability to bring out the most amazing qualities in people.
I thank christian for inspiration. Just him being him is inspiring. 
Now I need to finish his ( Read more... )

 how can one person make you come unhinged and all mushy and soft.  everytime when im about to be like hell no and back away bc im a wuss he fricken takes me by surprise and reminds me how much i like him and i completely forget about my fear. 

 god. some bitches need to clean the fucking sand out of their vaginas.  I was just reminded why i have like 1 girl friend. bc most of all girls I come across are twats.

men are so less complicated. Thus is why all my friends are guys.

went to work for a bit. after an hour or two I realized I didnt want to be there either. so i came back home. yay.

outspoken thoughts to no one in general...

you're mouth is a slut. so are your words. when you send them to everyone how will anyone know if you are telling the truth or just crying wolf. false honesty to win a smile is no way to promote ( Read more... )