the following remind me of her ( Read more... )

going to florida tomorrow ( Read more... )

hi, went to ozzfest yesterday, got second hand high and smoked about 3 second hand packs of cigarettes, ugh feels like im gonna throw up my lungs. other than that it was good. saw some good bands. mastodon was badass, they barely use vocals they just jam and theyre good at it. then seeing rob zombie was cool and all but it sucked cause i was in the ( Read more... )

dont quite know what to say. theres nothing to say. but ill suppose ill bore you with the lowlights of my day. for starters, i hate stephanie lu more and more each day. we went to this girl jamies house who wants me and steph kept telling her to kiss me. it was getting on my nerves...i wanted to cut her. thats basically where i wasted my evening. ( Read more... )

well today was yet another worthless day. one of the worst in quite a while. is it just me or have i been saying that quite a bit lately? whre have you gone? you where always there, well for a little while. why did you go away again? dammit. im so worthless. im going to ozzfest on saturday. i bought the ticket and it set me back 50 bucks. so i have ( Read more... )

today was yet another day in between. we were all bored so we decided to go to some haunted cemetary at like 11. it was pretty cool. i raped a headstone. i was hoping the so called jackal dude would jump out and slit my throat, i really need to learn to stop giving my hopes up. i hate stephanie lu, brendans girlfriend. she brought a friend along ( Read more... )

i guess i lied. sure enough here i am. making an entry. that no one will read. im so lost. this has been a horrible week. i almost killed myself. but nick thought something was up so he called brendan at 3 in the morning to come over and make sure i didnt. if he hadnt i probably wouldnt be making this entry. but who cares? brendans cool. hes the ( Read more... )

what the fuck do i say in this fucking thing? i dont even know why im updating. not that anyones going to read it. shits fucked. ill probably just end up killing myself. im sick of being lied to. sick of people pretending to care. sick of people in fucking general. this is probably my last entry in this fucking thing. so i have one last thing for ( Read more... )

to my better half

wherever this road takes me, please dont follow.

it seems these faces haunting me may just be my own

to my better half

i just needed it for a little while

you couldve even give me that

im the one to blame