wow, long time since update. i suppose ive outgrown my emo stage, for now. lately things have been interesting. i have a new found love for the backstreet boys. jimbo and i go around to all the tables in D lunch and song as loud as we can to random people. and they give us money! its great. bsb rocks. been meeting lots of awesome people. i still ( Read more... )

well my dad found a condo today and he defenitely wants to buy it. funniest shit though, haha im moving into rachels neighborhood. <3 <3 <3. heh. we're gonna get in so much trouble. but we're gonna have shit loads of fun. yeah i should be outta here by october. ha october. im pretty happy im leaving. i will miss some people though. a very small ( Read more... )

hey, well me moving in with my dad is official and i should be going to park vista. but why dont i feel so excited? i should. maybe its because no one cares that im even leaving. no one really seems to care about much of anything that has to do with me. i break up with vanessa...she doesnt care, i quit the band...they dont care, i tell my mom im ( Read more... )

so i quit monolithic today. we played a show and it fucking sucked. it the final straw for me. i just dont know what to do with myself anymore. but whatever. i didnt exactly tell them im out, i just loaded my shit into my moms car and left. theyll get it sooner or later. i got my license today. its vertical. i guess its cool i finally got it. i ( Read more... )

The introduction to his heartache began as a child ( Read more... )

well, according to my last entry i was right, so much for attempting sleep. fuck. who am i kidding i feel like shit. just fucking rotten. im sick of hearing its best. if it was best then i wouldnt feel like this ( Read more... )

have you ever wished you never knew what love was? its like holy shit man. i once heard an interesting analogy that went "love is like a biiiiig mountain, its difficult to climb but once you get to the top its a beautiful view" but they didnt end it..."but like all beautiful sunny days, the sun has to go down, and when it does youre lost on top of ( Read more... )

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so i talked to my dad today. hes getting an apartment for the two of us. i should be going to live with him within the next few weeks hopefully. i just need to get away from this place. not to sound like a little bitch. not that anyones reading this either. whatever. im moving back to florida. maybe itll be better maybe not. whatever. bye

Vanessa,

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