well i'm here at home. and i feel so sad now. i want to cry. i dont want to go anywhere now. well i talked to erika. and i feel so sad cuz she is not going to see me. and i dont know i know its not her fault but i just feel so sad cuz thats y i really wanted to go today. so she could see me just the way i saw her. well her mom is sick and so she ( Read more... )

well its 6:54a.m. dam i'm fuckin up early well my mom woke me up at 6:15 today. well i called luis to see if i needed to wear a shirt and tie this morning and he said he was going to wear a shirt but that he didn't care and i was like oh. lol i'm just wearing a regular t-shirt. well i hope i dont get in trouble. but i dont see y we would have to ( Read more... )

since my lover never updates..this makes me sad..so i shall do it for him...i changed his layout...my layout..our community layout..spiffyness...i called him like 4 times and no answer! poo. it's 1:49 am so i guess it's ok..he is allowed to sleep...i give him permission..no really, i do.
well that is all

well this is my first post i think. unless erika has already updated before me well i'm going ot go now. bye i love erika.