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This life...
I suppose I should be feeling guilty but I'm not. I am tired today.
My sister introduced me to a man, R, about a month ago. Maybe a little longer, I can't remember. Anywho, we just watched movies at her house and had dinner, nothing big. Since, we've gone to dinner once and spent two evenings together, one a couple of weeks ago (we watched a ( Read more... ) -
Lock Her Up
Trying hard to do what's right
I feel so alone tonight
Full of longing, deep desires
Wanting to warm myself by your fire;
I know it's wrong, I know in my soul,
But it's been so long since I've felt whole,
And you've awakened in me all these feelings,
You've set my even-keel just reeling.
It's been so long since I've felt anything other
Than that I ( Read more... ) -
Blah da dee blah blah
I've been letting my creative juices flow recently... I've been using my camera so much the batteries only last a day or two... and I've begun sketching again. Also, I'm back in therapy (went years ago to deal with issues from childhood, but it was only talk-therapy, followed by medication for anxiety and depression). My course is a bit different ( Read more... ) -
General apathy
I am recently tired all the time. More than usual. And feeling just ick... argumentative but listless... not sad but not happy either. Being in the sunshine helps a bit but it doesn't last. More than likely I need medication again, maybe not forever but for now. Unfortunately the cost of medication is prohibitive so I'll go without. I'll just ( Read more... ) -
I should be in bed...
Tomorrow will come too soon, I realize this. This week is flying by, at least. Tomorrow will be the biggest challenge - my 12 hour day I must endure once each month. UGH. Oh well.
I suppose I'd better call it a night. -
Shelter
Shelter, what is that? The cold eats my bones, raw and alone, tired but never sleeping, never ceasing ( Read more... ) -
Easter, Over and Out
Easter was good. The only real tradition in my family for this holiday is that it is always at my mom's house. We had the usual yummy ham, along with mashed potatoes, broccoli and cheese, dinner rolls, cole slaw made the way my gramma used to make it (with the usual cole slaw cabbage mix, but also chunks of tomato and with miracle whip instead of ( Read more... ) -
Easter
It is early Easter morning and I am reflecting on the blessings in my life, which I too often take for granted. My child is sleeping after a long day playing and working, and I think I've made some good progress with her, explaining what this Easter business is all about. We will go to church in the morning and sing and praise, all in our Easter ( Read more... ) -
Good Friday
Meaghan and I spent almost the entire day Friday outside. It was supposed to be a housework day, but it didn't turn out that way. We went to a second-hand store to see if they had any baby clothes for my brother & his soon-due girlfriend, and also to see if there were any summer clothes for Meaghan, and while we were out we stopped at a dollar ( Read more... )