-
(Untitled)
at first I thought maybe it was just tied with the 2k3~2k4 period.. But im starting to think that yes this is the worst year of my life... I can't belive how much new pain/problems im having. Thinking about going to ER, but hopefully I can just pass out for awhile.... -
The college days...
Boy writing this really is kinda like admiting defeat eh? I mean that I most likely will never go back to college. This is really kinda just masochistic in that whenever I think about this time its a pretty clear indication of just how bad/random my luck is. Oh well maybe one day I won't live on this edge of life and death and ill be able to have a ( Read more... ) -
Video game/ Guilty gear days part 6 retrospective thing...
Phew really winding down on what to talk about eh ( Read more... ) -
the video game / guilty gear days part 6 retrospective...
The video game/ Guilty gear days.. retrospect part 6..
So the end of the Reload days and into Slash.
I forgot about one more Reload tournament.. I got 3rd. I lost to Kenji.. Of course this was right before Slash came out so I don't give a fuck as a matter of fact, I even was playing Chipp during it. And was BSing around. Its funny because, I had ( Read more... ) -
The video game/ Guilty gear days part 5 retrospective..
The video game/ Guilty gear days.. part 5 retrospective thing jig...
Part 4...
Note before I start part 4 I totally forgot to add for EVO, the whole extra shitty part about me being to "suspicious" to board with everyone else, and not being able to fly me with my bag. Well when I actaully got my bag back at the hotel, all my shampoo, was opened ( Read more... ) -
The video game/ Guilty gear XX days.... Part 4..
And on to part 4... Let me get into diverge from the time again and on to some more general stuff...
Shit talk...
Definitely one of the most un fun things about video games. Again to get it out there, I was not a shit talker. It was other people that talked shit about me. Im not sure how it even came about that I was one. Even in my head, ( Read more... ) -
The video game/ Guilty Gear days... part 3.. (retrospect continued)
PART 3...
So we go into the 5 on 5.. Its suppose to be epic, but everything that has been leading it up to this has made the only thing epic about it the travesty that was about to happen.
We get absolutely demolished. As a matter of fact that only ones that even win any matches are me and....JOSH. Go figure.
It was terrible. And so was the lag. I ( Read more... ) -
The video game/ Guilty gear days.. part 2
PART 2...
So before we get on to the story lets get some of the cast of characters of this story out of the way...
Michigan....crew... scene...
Well.... it never existed.. Again if anyone thinks that I had some huge competition, or was playing/practice all the time, its ridiculous. As I recall people even talking shit at one point trying to say the ( Read more... ) -
The video game/ Guilty Gear days.. part 1..
To try and take a break from so many depressing stories, im gonna try and write about something else. Much like the Kroger Days, ill try to make this about the short time in my life where I was focused more on games to say... Ill try to go game by game, with stories from each, but since they will overlap eventually im sure some stuff will be ( Read more... ) -
A dark place..
A dark place....
Ive "struggled" with the thought of life and death a lot this year. And ive been in a pretty dark place for a long time now. I guess my life has always been pretty dark espeically since I got sick... It just keeps getting worse.. I know there was a conversation with a friend recently and he said if anyone needs to be on sucide watch ( Read more... )