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ACCEPTANCE...
Acceptance ( Read more... ) -
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OK im swear im gonna force myself to write this. Because I really should I guess.. Anywho depressing sorta sounding post coming up but I really need to at least write some stuff about health that is going on lately. Since well I havnt written much about it in over a year. Kinda vague but here I go ( Read more... ) -
Trying to keep this active...
Ive probably started writing this only to stop a number of times now.. Again these things are mainly for me as usual and in my journy through my usual struggles ive become less willing to even talk about it. I honestly am kinda even lazy about taping my doctors now a days. But I feel I should try to keep at least some record of things so I digress ( Read more... ) -
Apple sauce part 4... (who is actaully going to read this all but me? lol)
So I guess were cool ( Read more... ) -
apple sauce part 3...
Unfortuantely my phone is pretty poverty level, or else I could easily probably just put up all the conversation that happened. But im only allowed like 100 messages on my phone at once so I dont have it all saved. I only have ever saved the truely bizare shit that she has messaged me. But heres basically a jist of what happened ( Read more... ) -
Apple sauce.. part 2..
So were texting one night. And im with friends, and friends are like who are you texting I hope its model girl(again I have other girls stories I could tell but lets just keep this to Apple for now)because you know she is down, she likes you, you guys are getting along well etc. Or one of all these other girls that wants to do stuff. Im like no its ( Read more... ) -
Apple sauce.... (part 1)
Welp that didnt go well.... Ill skip the doctor stuff thats been going on, as things have been going bad. Talks of death and other things. But as usual im still around and while I am life just has to go on. I will say because of worsing health and some very specific health problems I have felt very ancy in life in general lately. Which has not made ( Read more... ) -
First post in a long time... Crush/ Lots of health real life stuff *part one*
I had a post I was writing orginally, but I never finished ill put it at the bottom of this. Im going to try and force myself to write this all in one day otherwise it seems as though I will not finish it. Ill try to keep all the depressing sorta stuff towards the bottom.. at least.... Ill try to leave the exact "focus" for later on maybe I should ( Read more... ) -
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All that holds me back now its like is fear..... I dont think ive ever wanted to die as bad as I do right now. Life is really bad right now. -
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Worst year of my life...
Yea.. I think I can say that. Sad, as
of writing this(again who knows when ill post)its not quite September,
so theres still a fair amount of the year left. But, yea.... I had been
thinking maybe its tied for worst with that first year I was sick. But
now I think it beats it. Granted at the end of the day the cluster
headaches/ ( Read more... )