I haven't posted to this since my freshman year at MICA. I'm glad that I am unaware of any audiences because my posts have been mortifyingly stupid ( Read more... )

some things are best left unsaid. i believe that aging is just learning what not to say out loud ( Read more... )

everything is so different now. i didn't think things would change this much. so i sat with an almost-stranger comforting me. i really believed in that moment that i would never feel that more than strangers walked in and out of my life. there are so very few constants ( Read more... )

today i woke up after having a dream about me in a wedding dress about to go to the prom with Beast, yet being in love with a dangerous vampire who made the rose tattoo on my left arm glow in warning of his evil nature. it put me in a very thoughtful mood that i haven't been able to shake off all day ( Read more... )

i went back and reread a lot of old entries, trying to delete them because i felt embarrassed of myself. but i'm really similar to how i was at 16. and there were a lot of memories i forgot just tucked away in random entries. so i stopped deleting them ( Read more... )

i am in college now. i enjoyed reading my last few posts. i remembered how very upset i was. i said i was okay, but i really wasn't. now i am in baltimore, in the second semester of my freshman year at art school. i didn't think that this is where i would end up, but i really love it ( Read more... )

Nobody has realized that I'm posting yet. It's an odd, sketchy feeling, kind of like I'm not really sure if people are reading and not commenting or just plain not reading ( Read more... )

I DIDN'T GET INTO NYU

and i'm OKAY!

it's so nice to say that and mean it.

i just don't want to keep talking about it. ahha

i needed to write this down because it will be one of the last days i can spend without knowing part of where i'm going ( Read more... )

I don't ever do this anymore. Neither does anyone else. I don't think it's coming back, but I used to like writing aimlessly. Nobody will read this, I don't think. But that's a shame, I think this blog thing can be more therapeutic than just myspace and facebook.

if you read this, i guess that's cool.