"you're better than me" what a cop out.

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I often toil over this dilemma whilst completing my daily "exigencies"... (really in the commute, though.) Either pains, placing an added burden on my oh so steady breath. "Breath easy," "they" say: "Do it our way..." (betray)." Entrenched in a world I cannot understand, despite my supposed awareness. It hinders, really, and I find that the more ( Read more... )

Lost myself again, and I feel unsafe.

Anticipation mistaken for a cocktail of anxiety and intoxication
Nights exist, in which, we keep the two close at heart-
Battling for something to feel absolute-
Absolutely resolute.

In our minds, in our hearts
We've come so far, still it feels we have yet to start.
Use all these implements...

But my mind holds the key.

I kissed you like I loved you that night,
Hoping that somehow when we awoke in the morning I might.

When I say that something
I wanna hold your hand

Abstract ideas.
Attraction to one most tangible to one's own personal understanding of the world.
Preference in companions? Attraction. To one most tangible to their desires in the world.

I've got a silly little crush. Shhh.

Before they cram it down my throat.

Time to spend; bonding with the blood. I feel a bit ambivalent. Excited to see them, but annoyed at the prospect of sitting through an entire meal having to listen to them. Object of the game: stay as silent as possible, divulge nothing. Listen only.

It's a luscious mix of words and tricks that let us bet ( Read more... )

Are we pawing now ( Read more... )

Don't tell me I'm gorgeous and don't tell me to smile.

You tire now, as I so often do- the most sardonic bit of all of this is that the terror in your eyes is all mine (and we're not nearly through ( Read more... )

Until we jump the fence and leave it behind.This marks the beginning of a mismatched life for me. Altered from the former haze, driven by late-night natter, fucks, drugs and discombobulated habituation. That smell you get after a long, hard downpour of torrential rain. The feeling associated with such- relief, solace and exultation at what has ( Read more... )