so the show on friday went swell. had the track record stay over, super cool guys. i'm starting to realize i don't like being alone as much as I used to be. i feel i am becoming dependent on friends and such for happiness. i think i've given up smoking again, so thats sort of bittersweet from my point of view ( Read more... )

I have had a hard time lately. Basically the other night my Mom went crazy and tried to tell me and Dickie and Kristin all these things about how I have a demon in me. I used some bad words and Dad had been drinking and got pissed. So he started hitting me and the face. Then strangling me and throwing me into a car and then kicking me when I was on ( Read more... )

Just saw Zao. Amazing! They were short a guitarist but pulled it out. I got lost coming back from Nashville with Stephen and Avivah with me. We finally made it home just now. i am tired. I am also sad, things aren't really going the way I had planned for them and it seems that only worse times are ahead. I saw Kari in the mall the other day, I had ( Read more... )

SO i went to homecoming tonight. It was fun. Katherine is a super cool girl. On the not-so-cool side of things was mos def teh crowds reaction to "The Sweater Song," they fucking slow danced! But all in all I had a good time. After that me Jackson and Nate and Scoot played some AoE (don't ask). Now here I am writing my entry for today ( Read more... )

So Rita destroys New Orleans AGAIN! Haha!
Im going to see the corpse bride tonight. I Hope its good. Then tomorrow is Homecoming-woopdeefreakindoo!

So i just watched this tv show "Invasion" and it was freakin' unbelievable. i guess i have something to look forward to on Wed nights now!.

Good morning LJ, i used to hate you but now you are my friend. Well Hurricane Rita looks like a bitch. So Nate wants me to go with him to Columbus next Thursday for MCS. I already am going to the show at bogart's so I can't really make up my mind, im low on the mu-la. In other news I am going to LCA's homecoming, oh the irony! This girl asked/i ( Read more... )

Breezeway practice was fun. We can nail Sugar Were Going Down, ha, not like we will ever play it live. I tried a new sort of myspace thing called "multiply." Its cool but not as user friendly as Myspace. My iPod is broken :( meaning the loss of 10,000 songs that aren't backed up. So I'm trying to convince "the group" aka jackson, nate, dickie, ( Read more... )

can't sleep again. listening to lots of The Get Up Kids lately, i miss those guys! on the home front me and mom got in a fight, she says "Satan is taking control of me," lol good ol' mom.
so my friend made the comment about how if I want the truth I have to go looking for it. I believe him but i have no idea where to start looking.

Right now life sucks. I don't have much except bands and friends, which is great but I miss how things used to be. Kari and I broke up and that left me pretty much just a shell, but i understand how she feels right now, i'm just impatient and want to take matters into my own hands too much. So I'm laying low right now and maybe forever. The only ( Read more... )