i love winter the smiles are washed away with the rain the only kind of precipitation we get because of course oregon gets freak tropical storms in the middle of december. seasonal deppresion settles

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i am bored

yet boredom is the overwhelming feeling of freedom

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deep or makes you think

what an illusion the "going forward feeling" is. its an illusion every human has all through being a proper human being.

its more like satisfying the "interpretation of me" needs of everyone around me that has a larger influence on me

i miss the days my teeth new their nerves. i realize the downward zigzag

oh god it hurts to live

ok so everyone had it in their mind that i wouldnt be able to quit doing drugs fuck you.