early to class. computer lab is freeeeeeeeeeezing. very difficult waking up this morning. my left eye wouldnt open up for a half an hour. good weekend. fun people, whiskey and coke, shitty music, pool, getting out of work, untamed heart- all of the good things in life. wake up wake up wake up.

so i think i've decided to be friends only...just because i can be.

going to work sounds really boring to me today. it's so fucking hot i can hardly concentrate. tonight mike and i are going out to dinner for our three year anniversary. is that crazy to anyone else? because it is to me. my mom always sends me the craziest forwards. today she sent me one entitled "WARNING!!!" and it goes: "today i was sitting in ( Read more... )

this morning i found out that my supervisor's 6 year old son died last night. he's had heart problems all his life; and he had his fifth surgery last night, but he didnt make it through. it's totally fucked. i cant stop thinking about it. it really makes you put things into perspective ( Read more... )

i dont want to be in this apartment right now. it's so lonely and cold here. i dont understand it. i havent felt at home in bloomington since, believe it or not, the dorms. i miss my girls, not to mention my colin lime..hehe ( Read more... )

i am in cleveland. it is fun. weather is shit. going to get a peanut butter milk shake. it will make my tummy hurt. it will be worth it. st. patrick's day was fun. thank you mike, oliver, and good ole fashion indie rock. lucy have a good birthday today. i will call you soon. not sure what your sleep schedule is in austin. love to all.

to those of you in florida, mexico, austin, and whatnot...just to let you know...it fucking snowed in bloomington today. we are all very angry. (but i do hope you have having the most fun funnest of times and are maybe even getting a tan ( Read more... )

this message is to hereby announce that lucy robinson is the coolest because she has witnessed john and rebecca romajin (sp?) stamos in the flesh. who's jealous?

i've been in new albany for the weekend. it's been a nice little visit. tomorrow it's back up to bloomington because unfortuantely i have to work. i'm going to be all alone in the city of bloomington for 2 whole days. i dont know if you've ever experienced that, but it sucks and if you're already depressed, it doesnt help anything. my stinky ( Read more... )

...i start to feel like shit all over again, and begin to wonder if all the work i've been doing is actually worth anything after all.
i think loneliness wins the worst emotion award, beating even jealousy.
"spring break" and it's about 23 degrees outside...