as the weeks go by, they just get tougher & tougher. last week was hell. in both work, study, & play. nothing went right. everything came down on me ( Read more... )

yep. another year ( Read more... )

how do you win a fight with your mind?

i don't even know what to say about this one ( Read more... )

"the only thing wrong in my life are the arms that don't hold me at night."lame as it is, it's true ( Read more... )

i knew it was coming, so why is this so hard?

something that should have happened going back .. probably 2 years now.
what a way to drag the inevitable out.
it hurts.

i ..
i just, .. no.

i'm not going to sit here. & spill out my thoughts. not now.
i can't.

went to six flags yesterday. had a fucking blast. .. went with jess. miguel, yes my hair dresser, and michael, yes his partner. i drove. miguel followed. they were an hour late. we get on the road. miguel speeds up past us. michael's bobbing his head up and down on miguel. .. looks up, wipes mouth. they fall back behind us. .. fucking ( Read more... )

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It’s weird how things in life play out. One day you’re questioning yourself on what you left behind and the next .. you’re wondering why you ever tried to hang onto it for so long ( Read more... )

my journal's moving to

http://evilprincess.net/finky/

go. see. =)