i want my heart to let go. i want to be able to open up to another soul. i want a day to go by that i don't think about you. i don't want to sigh when i hear your name. i want there to be no meaning to your name. it hurts. & it shouldn't ( Read more... )

3 months ago i had my yearly invasion ; test results weren't good. i received a call from my doctor, who in turn told me that my chances for having cervical cancer were good, and that i needed to come in for more invasive testing ( Read more... )

I want to take you by the back of the head & slam your head up against a brick wall a few times over. Maybe thatll knock some sense into your skull ( Read more... )

quiet rustling in my brain like the autumn leaves falling to the ground. thoughts stir. emotions rise & plument like the ocean's tide. my eyes stare widely ahead of me. observing the horizon in the distance. turning back to dwell. the path hath chosen. overgrown with sawgrass swaying in the wind. branches jag out wildly ; not in the most ( Read more... )

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i don't know why i'm staring at this text box.
i have nothing to say.

at least, i don't think so.

.. yeh. nope.
not now.

thoughts are runnin' at a thousand a minute, never making any sense.
not grasping a one.

so. yeh.
bye.

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"The true voyages in life do not yet consist of seeking new landscapes, but in having new eyes". - M.Proust

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evenin dear world.
how are you?
peachy keen.
no hints of sarcasm in my voice.
content.
my mother called me on my way home tonight,"can i ask you something?" "yeh?" "are you ok?" "ok? yeh i'm fine?" "mentally?" "i'll never be fine ( Read more... )