So i am up to here **points above head** with all this shit.  i have no idea what im doing.  i cant think straight, i cant concentrate, i cant even eat.  this is crazy, i dont know what to do, or why it is this is such a difficult question, of course it doesnt help that other parties involved arent cooperating either..........argh, is all ive got ( Read more... )

I don’t know what to do,

There are so many things I’m sure I blew.

So many things I want to say,

But nothing convinces me you want to stay.

How do I know what’s on your mind

When what we have has not been defined.

Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you

But how can I tell if you want to pursue.

So many things that do regret,

But none that I ( Read more... )

Yay for the weekend, and ahh for the people, thats all i gotta say....

maybe ill inform all of the decisions later, but most likely not!!!

we'll i spent the weekend with michael in columbia. It went by way to fast tho.  I got there thursday afternoon and stayed till last night.  I left there around 7 so that got me in about 10:30.  Thursday the roommates went grocery shopping and of course i was forced to go, but thats alright, im getting to use mikes money for clothes out of that one ( Read more... )

I cant believe that the weeks are flying by like they have been.  Ive been very busy with school, work, and working out that i feel like it hasnt been that long since ive been here.  work sucks, but ill be working two jobs for a while until i can decide which i make more money at.  im going to columbia next weekend, and i cant wait, oh yes i can, ( Read more... )

So this weekend was so much fun!  michael and yorkie came to visit from columbia this weekend.  friday night we partyed till at least 4am.  i definately got sick and spent a good time crouching in front of my toilet.  yuck!  worked 8 hours on sat majorly hung over with very little energy or drive to be working.  the sat night we partyed again, and ( Read more... )

....not only ruining the lives of those in la, ms, and ala, but also the lives of everyone in the south.  due to the oil reserves in the gulf of mexico being damaged, if not destroyed, the entire south east has had a rapid increase in gas prices in the last 12 hours.  they are now somewhere between $2 and $3 a gallon, not to mention, that all other ( Read more... )

          Well things have definately been interesting, but at least this time its a good interesting, or at least somewhat good.  Ive been out of the house for 1 whole week, and i havent died yet, lol.  things have actually been good, it doesnt feel like only a week, it feels like much longer.  meg and i havent killed each other yet, which is a ( Read more... )

Well, michael leaves for school on saturday, and im very, very sad.  I dont want him to go.  this summer has flown by, and i cant believe its over.  i spent alot of time with him but its still not the same.  oh well.

Im somewhat enjoying my new job, but im afraid im gonna lose hours and its gonna suck; for one thats not gonna get my bills paid, ( Read more... )

well, its been quite a while since i updated last...2 months to be exact.  a quick update on my life as we know it....

June- went to virginia with michaels family.  There we went to Washington, DC, a naval shipyard in Norfolk, and Busch Gardens in Williamsburg.  We also went horseback riding at the resort we stayed in, and mike and i played in a ( Read more... )