you make me cry.

i'll have a blue christmas without you
i'll be so blue just thinking about you
decorations of red on a green christmas tree
won't mean a thing if you're not here with me

i'll have a blue christmas that's certain
and when that blue heartache starts hurtin'
you'll be doing all right with your christmas of white
but i'll have a blue christmas

as with so many things in life, i feel like the e-mail situation between you and me can best be described by using an allegory from tennis ( Read more... )

The sun is up ( Read more... )

some joker on my street must have gotten a drum kit for his birthday because once every few weeks we hear this painful cacophony. i shouldn't say painful, really. more just incredibly annoying. if i go down the basement and turn on the dehumidifier i won't be able to hear it anymore, unlike the gangsta bass permeating my neighboorhood at all ( Read more... )

when we started this journal over a year ago, the intention was to write frilly things back and forth about our strange relationship. that's evident in the first few entries here. but then you stopped. i understood you were out of town last summer and didn't have internet access. but then you moved again last fall and did have access and ( Read more... )

yes i'm lonely wanna die ( Read more... )

i am always the one who calls satellites mediate for us the day's events ( Read more... )

Goddamn you half-Japanese girls ( Read more... )

keep it to a whisper ( Read more... )