I can't wait for our first show. Norristown on the 19th im so excited. I just have to think of a way to avoid him. Because after everything i dont think i could handle seeing him. I really dont think i could. What happened? Normally id be thrilled estatic really to see him for even 5 mins. We fell apart. It wasnt supposed to be this way. I cant ( Read more... )

God what the hell. Why do i say stupid shit that i know 2 mins later im going to regret it. I feel so stupid. I should just not talk anymore. Solve a lot of problems.

I need something new to keep me occupied.

I dont want to do this anymore.I cant.

I should be in a great mood. Really i should. I never do anything i should anymore. Ash wants me to go out with Darryl a friend of Jays she says ill like him. I might. I should try this at least, and i want too.

I'm sick of this. The whole ok yea i havent talked to him for like a week and then we start talking. Trying to put a few pieces back ( Read more... )

Counting stars wishing I was okay
Crashing down was my biggest mistake
I never ever meant to hurt you

Im sorry i never meant to end on a bad note. I wanted to be friends. I tried. You just pulled back. Can't blame you, but i do.

On a happier note i think well not sure if its good or bad found myself liking a new boy. Shant say who he is but... it ( Read more... )

"we both know ive been a huge ass this week ( Read more... )

I know havent touched this journal in awhile kinda feel bad. Ive been busy. If i havent been at work,school,or guard ive been over andys. We've been told to come over and eat food. So thats what we have been doing along with poker and movies. Yes i can finally play poker and actually won last night thanks to chris for teaching me on thurs.

Life ( Read more... )

I missed a fesitvus update last night sorry.

Happy belated festivus to all. I got a lot of problems with you people! And now you're gonna hear about it!

It doesnt feel like christmas eve. Im so bored normally id be doing something but im not. I did however make cookies today b/c i really dented my moms anise ones. I love anise cookies. So i made ( Read more... )

Long week. feels like it should be about next thursday.It's been so hard on all of us.

I havent posted at all and i feel i should have so sorry guys.

I spent about an hour or so maybe more looking at everyones entries from this week. Everyone has summed up what i wanted to say. I think its really sad though that it took such a horrible thing to ( Read more... )

Returning from my hiatus from LJ, havent had much going on and really havent felt like updating.

Yesterday Hunter asked me what was up with the twins and ashlie wanting to do indoor. Im like they wanted to join. he's like well thats not right now is it. I think it surprised him when i said i think they should be allowed back in since it was his ( Read more... )

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

Tab and I were talking today on how great college is going to be. It's so weird to think that its only a few months away 7 months and we graduate. Everything most of us know will be erased, left ( Read more... )