I feel emotionaly ostracized from my family today. They've pretty much made it clear that they want no part of me today, and that I should go do something that involves me not being around them. I'm sure becuase of my bad mood, I'm over-interperetting, but y'know, it would just be really nice, that just once they would hug and love on me, when I'm ( Read more... )

it has been a very crapy day today.

I'm 25 to day. It feels kinda weird. Like I'm having this little internal debate on whether or not this means that I have to start calming myself a little. I know that's stupid, but it is a little weird when you look over at your aunt who is the same age, and working out of the home, and raising 4, 4! kids of her own, while you on the other hand ( Read more... )

Final took the time to sit and force myself to learn how to use PSP to make icons ( Read more... )

I had this week off, and was suppose to get a whole slew of stuff done during that time, and I've barely gotten anything accomplished. now part of that I lay to the fact that my mother became pretty sick after having a decent sized asthma attack, and she stayed home Mon. thru Wed. and i stayed with her, and watched after her and kept her company ( Read more... )

New Journal. I still have my old one up, but lord knows the last time I posted in it. the only reason I'm keeping it active at this point is because it's friended to all of my rl friends, and they like me to read their stuff and all that stuff which is fine, but I get so timid with my journal for some reason because they know that it's mine, and it ( Read more... )