Hey guys. I'm in school right now and Jesse is back!! I am so happy. There is nothing that could make me more happier. Yay! I love him. Lol* He is such a sweety. He wrote me a note and it said how he missed me and that he loved me...Hmm. What does that mean? Does he really love me or was he just saying that in a playing way? I don't know ( Read more... )

Wow.....I just typed out this long entry and it all just got erased. Let's shorten it a lil bit. New york was a lot of fun. I'll try and get the pictures in here if I can. Ash and I made it fun when we had to.Jesse got in trouble whlle I was gone. Some girl had to have him go out smoking with her once again and they got caught. but he wasn't ( Read more... )

Nothing new....Life sucks.
Going to New York in two weeks. Woo hoo!
Jesse and I have had some fights but we're still good.
And softball is sooo much fun.
So was our party last friday. Can't wait to have another one. Soon though.

Hey there! Like I have tons of friends on here or something. Ha! It's the computers fault though. It keeps kicking me off every time I try. Maybe it's a sign. Dun dun dun dun!!!!! School is a big long soap opera. Same lame story lines. Girls and guys and sooooo much drama! HAhahahahA! OoooOWeeeE! I need a life. Derrick told me this thing ( Read more... )

I take one last look at your smiling face and turn. I don't know what I am turning to but it will soon be a release of everything. I'm running to a dark pit the leads you to the spite in the world. Everyone's been there. There is a big pit with a fire in the middle and I am drawn towards the tempting flames. I close my eyes reliving the past ( Read more... )

This past week has been terrible and good at times. MOnday was Danielle's funeral right. Well when we were leaving her funeral I told Heather how I didn't want to go to another funeral for awhile. Then on wednesday i wake up and my Grandma Judy is here and she tells me that my Grandpa Kauffman has passed away at three in the morning. I didn't ( Read more... )

Danielle's funeral was today. It was really hard to go up to her casket and see her. Those were the times that I wanted to cry the most. I barely even talked to her but I wish in my heart that I could have gotten to know her. Maybe to help her I guess. I hate it so much when I hear about the way she killed herself. I had a nightmare about it ( Read more... )

For all those people that feel the need to go to other people's journal and putting them down and making up journal names to put them down, you're sad. I don't understand how you can sit there and tell people how to act just b/c it makes you sick.
Nobody really cares!

A girl tried commiting suicide last night...she was found, ten minutes passed without a breath of air. She was rushed to Emergency and has been there all night on a ventelator with a tube down her throat. She passed away around 11:20 a.m. God bless her soul ( Read more... )

I am sitting here with my math teacher and my friend Steven is acting gay. he is a fun kid. He said he was having a gay moment. Mr. Hardy said he was "dating" two ladies at the moment and he keeps shaving his gotee because it's itchy! BooHoo. Poor kids....