i'm thinking too much. i don't know i don't know. i don't know what to do. i'm going out of my mind.
im half alive but i feel mostly dead. i try and tell myself it'll be all right. i just shouldn't think anymore tonight cause, dreams last for so long..
i love you so much, so so much. and i just wish you could see how many people do. i wish so much would happen. and eskgfjnfdgkd i don't know what to say anymore. i can't do this without you, please remember what i've said. you mean so much to me.