perhaps i came off quite harsh in my last update. i realized that at the time, as i do now. however, i was talking to ben yesterday, and something became quite obvious, and common between us two: we don't care what other people do, but we hold our friends to certain standards not unlike our own. this means that when a stranger says or does ( Read more... )

the title says it all. there is one particular fool i am thinking of right now. once again, with another squandered opportunity under her belt, and again disregarding the best advice anyone ever gave her, let me introduce, Jenifer giffen! i cannot believe the shit she likes to pull. i shouldn;t have such a problem with her decision to stay at ( Read more... )

well, it has been a few months, so i might as well post to my live journal ( Read more... )

i havn't posted for a while again, or even looked at the LJ site so i figured that i should post. when i did sign on i found friends taking shit about me because i just didn't want to go out last night. that's rich, because not more than a few hours that i declined to go drinking last night, this peson was asking for my help in managing her budget ( Read more... )

I am the Ideal Lover

Most people have dreams in their youth that get shattered or worn down with age. They find themselves disappointed by people, events, reality, which cannot match their youthful ideals. Ideal Lovers thrive on people's broken dreams which become lifelong fantasies. You long for romance? Adventure? Lofty spiritual communion? The ( Read more... )

Where did i leave off last ( Read more... )

greetings, all ( Read more... )

well, it has been quite a while since i posted in this journal... a lot has gone on, and i've been incredibly busy. It all started when my grandpa passed away a few weeks ago. I did my mourning, and now i have accepted the nevitability of the last stage of life, and i am happy that he has found peace. he will be missed, but he will always be ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a good day. i cleaned my house (namely my room), went to dinner with grammie, dad, danny, darlene, brad and great grammie, and had a party. That was the interesting part! i didn't plan on having a party, it just sorta happened... Bobby called me and said he was having a party, so naturallly, i was all over that like flies on...you ( Read more... )

well, it is finally saturday, and nothing could make me happier. I have been having a hard time getting up in the mornings, so the weekends ability to let me sleep in is a very welcomed event. the sad thing is that i was still up at 8:45 this morning. i couldn't sleep any longer. i guess if there is nowhere that you HAVE to be, waking up is way ( Read more... )