Today was so much fun. Me Amber and Adrian went to the mall and then to the movies. We went to Taco Bell and picked up Jacob and then Went to McDonalds. Played a game of DDR and I kicked ass... lol... but not really. I curbed it... it was funny. I dropped off Adrian and Jacob then Amber tried to explain to me how to get home... I found it ( Read more... )

Testing 1 2 3 testing 1 2 3... can anyone hear me?

Why does he have to confuse me like this. He always talks about how we are going to move in together and shit but I really dont think he loves me. I just dont feel like I could get an honest answer out of him cause he just wants to make me happy so hes gonna tell me what I want to hear. I jst wish I knew. I need someone hes not going to lie to...
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Oscar you're a grouch... BITCH I LiVE IN A FUCKING TRASH CAN!!!

Oh god I just saw Peter Griffin in a speedo... yuck

Can you hear me when I whisper to you at night ( Read more... )

I want to be in your arms ( Read more... )

Well today was ok, but Ben skipped class... IDK what Im going to do with him. I cant stay mad at him... hes so cute when he doesnt know that hes done something wrong. I feel bad that Im so clingy but I cant help it... I just wanna be held so badly... I wish i could make him understand that. I also feel bad cause a lot of my friends tell him that if ( Read more... )

Well Im good girl now... *sigh... Im trying really hard and at first it was easy. I did all my homework, I went to all my classes, I practiced my viola... but I know that somewhere, in the back of my mind, Im thinking "when was the last time I smoked?" I wont do it anymore though. IT would risk the chance of me ever seeing any of my friends ever ( Read more... )

Dear Mom ( Read more... )

Fake half smiles surround me ( Read more... )