so i found myself yesterday after all my earns were donw just driving toward uconn. me and emily were walking around campus and looking at the buildings which i thought was fun and she did too. we at the student union and saw beth clemtens (SP) so i talked to her for a bit and then we were just walkig and i see this face looking around a corner ( Read more... )

i just found out that my uncle rich died today of a heart attack. he is my parents age. i am still at work. i had my cry time, but i am sure that it will hit me when i have nothing else to do.

be safe bri

so i have not done this in a while. only a good few things to point out i guess ( Read more... )

all th happness that i just had just went down the tubes. why am i the way i am. why cant i be that person who is in the movies, or in the books. b.c they are fake and i am real. realilty sucks.

so i am sitting at co 3 right now waiting for thurz to call me back, but i think he might have gone to the show at mogean b.c rob called me but i was having dinner at grandma and poppy's house. she made chicken and biskets for me special. aunt brenda came over, along with my parents and we all ate. while we were sitting waiting and grandma was ( Read more... )

it is funny how a best friend of yours can lie to u without a second glance. actually it is not. it hurts more.

some things are not ment for repeating. i thought i could trust someone, even though i never ment for it to be heard. i went to practice and looked at everyone and was like well, i guess i dont have to be here so i went to the rescue drill instead. i am sure that all of this crap will blow over, but some talking will have to take place ( Read more... )

so the last two days i have been doing a lot of yard work at the house. there i much still to do before the big end of summer party ( Read more... )

so this past weekend i had the north south bowling tourny. expect forthe first two games sunday morning i bowled well. averaged all around with a 132ish. we ended up 2nd for division 1, we lost that games by 7 pins. and of course we had a fight. i was not involved but was questioned by some people why i did not go over when the person was hurt ( Read more... )

WTF were u thinking? apprently what was said to me is the total oppisite of what is going to happen. i just dont know, in the car home i was thinking and now i sit here and i cant do anything but cry. I could have gone out tonightbut instead i drove back to glastonbury to help a friend. that should have never happened. not me driving back. ( Read more... )