So I thought that maybe we could survive 2008 without any deaths...I was wrong.

I found out last night that my aunt in Puerto Rico died. She has been sick the past couple of months, had three strokes, a heart attack, and had fibroid tumors in her uterus. Well shes been in the hospital, unable to move or talk, her BP dropped last night, and she went ( Read more... )

Another year has come and gone. This year has brought me so much, both good and bad. I have so many wonderful memories from this year that I will cherish for life, and experiences that I thought I would never be able to do. The bad moments to my life, have really impacted me, but I've learned from them, they have made me stronger, and I grew as a ( Read more... )

So I made an old lady laugh yesterday. It was just the cutest thing to see. She was on her scooter wheelchair thingy in Walmart and she was listening to what I was saying and just started laughing, and was smiling at my mom and I. It made me feel good in a way., that I could bring a smile to her face ( Read more... )

*wipes dust off LJ ( Read more... )

Its fucking hot as hell here in Palm Bay ( Read more... )

So if I said that I started talking to Clay again, would you believe me ( Read more... )

I got through my first week of BCC summer classes. Alive. Go me.

Not really.

American Government is probably the most boringest (I made my own word) class, ever.  I can't honestly even remember what we have talked about. The class is at 8am, I spend most of my time trying to stay awake than trying to listen, that's bad right? Bleh...I extremely ( Read more... )

Okay...so this whole thing with Brady's death has really made me kind of depressed, and not because he died, but because it reminds me of my cousins death. I haven't exactly mourned his death, because I wanted to be there for my mom and for my family and help them. Now when I am alone, without them in front of me, I remember...I remember his ( Read more... )

So....I never thought I would have to hear about a person I know committing suicide. But thus, it has happened. One of my bandmates from bayside, OD on pills (and supposedly slit his wrists according to Andrea) on Sunday, he was only 18 years old and had just graduated. I can't say that we were best of friends, but I knew him, I spent two years ( Read more... )

And I return once again....

Well, I got back saturday but from all the exhaustion I didn't feel like updating, and then the past couple of days I've been to lazy, what can I say?

But wow, my week was seriously amazing! I got to play English Horn in the top band (Symphonic band) and then I played oboe in the top chamber ensemble. I've always wanted to ( Read more... )