i am definitely
positively

absolutely

done

with relationships

im done trying

im done getting hurt

Im done being the one that gets the short end of the stick.

Im done caring.

Im done giving.

Jessica is going to be selfish and think about herself now.

So please just leave her be and let her wallow in her own self pity for a while...

Maybe one day fate will bring us together again

Maybe one day the timing will be perfect and things will just fall together perfectly

Maybe one day my heart will stop breaking and I'll start breathing again.

Maybe one day I will let my guard down and not be so protective over myself.

Maybe one day the hurtful things will be in the past and we can live ( Read more... )

so you think youre in love

like its a real sure thing

but everytime you fall

you get your ass in a sling

You used to be strong

but now

its ooo baby please..

Falling in love is so hard on the knees

sorry about the lack in updating

its just that everytime in the past that i gushed about how WONDERFUL everything is....it back fires and within a week or two im back here bitching about how life suckkkssss

so im just not feeling this livejournal thing...bear with me though

i'll gain the confidence back to gush in a little while :)

im just being ( Read more... )

why does it scare me so much to be so happy.

Just for some clarification. If you know...im fine, DO NOT tell everyone you know..because if my parents find out they will just worry and freak out.
If you don't know, don't worry about it.

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Anyways.

I've been thinking a little bit lately and well this is ( Read more... )

Ok ( Read more... )

"I know it hurts. But its life, and its real. And sometimes it fucking hurts, but its life, and its pretty much all we got"
Sometimes I wonder why it hurts so much. Sometimes there is so much shit going on in life that makes it feel like there's nothing that will go right. Sometimes you just have to realize that there is someone there -waiting to be ( Read more... )

Ok so here is the story. Stick with me and I'll see if i can explain it enough to understand.
So there is this guy (i know i know)
We went to fire academy together and supposedly hes been "searching " for me for 2.5 years now since we graduated, because in his mind i was "the one that got away".  There are two reasons I never thought anything of us ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I cannot actually believe

that someone

is mad about me. YAY!!!!!

:)!!!! <33333