so i just would like to say, because i find it hilarious...

that this is the first friday night that i've been home in months. and im sitting in bed in my underwear downing an entire box of captain crunch. this is absolutely pathetic. low point? yeah. you think?

i'm writing here because.. i actually have no idea why.. probably because i'm pretty sure that nobody has read it in at least 2 years so really- why the fuck not. it might help to clear my mind. i was going to write but i can't find a black pen and i only like writing in black pen if it's gonna be more than a couple sentences. which this is going ( Read more... )

.. i don't really come here any more to write in here, but whatever.
i heart my job a lot. i cant wait for summer. i washed my makeup brushes tonight and they look lovely.

once again. i freaking love my new job ( Read more... )

so far.. i love my new job.
this is a good thing,

omgggg i start tomorrowwww... i'm so nervous. i went out today and bought myself a nice pair of pants for work...a couple tops... a watch (i hate watches, but i have to cover my tattoo.)...some really cute aviators... and then some tea from teavana that's supposed to give me energy. because i haven't worked a 40+ hour week in a while so my body ( Read more... )

got the job at the pt office =)!!
so happy, i start wednesday. so i'm gonna try to work at BE on saturdays still, but we'll see. i would like to becase i'm comfortable there and i like doing makeup...but jeez it would be nice to say fuck off to making goals and dealing with cheap assholes.

everything is a problem in my life i feel like lately. i can't find a full time job. i know i'm not the only one, but for god's sake i've been working for how long now? it shouldn't be that hard. i also don't think that dad's leaving clare now. hmm. sounds familiar. and now eric is in a thing because he's not making enough money so he's stressed ( Read more... )

i should be sleeping ( Read more... )

i'm not sleeeeeping ( Read more... )