Don't know if anyone looks at these anymore but i thought i would post an update ( Read more... )

Woooooo exams are finally over!!!
free for 2 and a half weeks
happy times
:D

I got a heart full of pain
head full of stress
handfull of anger held in my chest
And everything left’s a waste of time

So, last nights sleep was terrible, woke up every two hours and then decided at half 7 to just stay awake and wait for my results, so at 8 oclock exactly i got the text ( Read more... )

Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up

Well
not updated in like.. ages
what's new..?
Well i handed in my notice to birthdays, couldnt stand it any longer
the 27th is my last day

Hopfully getting a job in la senza, cheap bras :)

Been on holiday with family and James was awesome, i will put photos ( Read more... )

Bright eyes,
Burning like fire.
Bright eyes,
How can you close and fail?
How can the light that burned so brightly
Suddenly burn so pale?
Bright eyes.

I adore that song.

More and more of late i have been feeling that University isn't for me ( Read more... )

It is so hard to keep from showing how much i am really hurting.
I have to put on this happy front when i am at school when really i just want to lie in bed and cry.

The funeral is on saturday morning, and i've to go in the funeral car...
I'm so glad James will be here to support me when i get home.

Hugs are bad, they make me break down =(

This

So damn upset.
I knew it was coming but that didnt make it any easier.

ok ( Read more... )