why should i want what i dont fight for, why should i care for the ppl i hate why should i love when i dont want it. bottom line im here and dont are i feel free and happier. no more late night arguments, no more pushing others away for u and know more hiding my true friends. all i have to say tp u anezka is FUCK U

and know that we are one the subject of love...alexis thinks that im with him. he asked me back out...we had broken up because i couldnt deal with his crap. he asked me out and i said i think i will...there was no yes. buts hes too happy about it. ill just grin and bear it and pretend like a good housewife. but im not so sure about my fidelity this ( Read more... )

I feel like I've changed so much. I want to start over my life but i cant. and it saddens me that the one i love wont look at me twice, she wont she wont see my change. its as if everything i had fell apart. all because i wasnt ready to accept my past bullshit. all because i was to busy mourning to support, to love. i feel destroyed inside. all i ( Read more... )

Hey ppl im back now. well i have some asshole talking shit so imma beat his ass. but i have a new gf so its awsome im really happy now and i hope this relationship last a long time well imma talk 2 her now =) see ya

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ok well lots of shit had happened but im goodnow my new band rips a new asshooe shek it out www.myspace.com/killingchristianity or checkm mine out at www.myspace.com/souloffire well thats all i can think of brb

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well lots of shit has happened christmas was good radio is getting record deals and phoenix theory is one of the biggest bands in miami with that said time to go on to bad news my family sucks bum ruckus broke up speaking of them the old tromboune player a good friend of mine sean chaney killed himself a few days ago and i cant get to the funeral ( Read more... )

damn dude freakin kaffe is rasing their prices the alley closed factory raising the scene is being destroyed my life is im pissed off nothin to do need a drummer basically it fucking post bitches

-"give it ur all or go home crying" -alexis

well i havnt updated in awhile well now i gotta see some shrink local shows have gotten better my sis sucks music is now really the only thing in my life radio is doing great for themselves big props check the paper everyday cause pheonix theory has got the whole front page of neighbors ohh