here we go for the hundredth time
hand grenade pins in every line
throw 'em up and let something shine
going out of my fuckin mind
filthy mouth / no excuse
find a new place to hang this noose
string me up from atop these roofs
knot it tight so i won't get loose
truth is / you can stop and stare
bled myself out and no one cares
dug the trench out / laid down ( Read more... )

God is continually shown to be more faithfull than i. i see this at times, but struggle very much at others. God still still more faithfull than my struggles, and that doesn't change when i stop believing it's true (which has been happening lately).

you all have seen what happens when belief stops, when hope stops..

today i saw a little bit of God, ( Read more... )

heaven from hell?

blue skies from pain?

did you ever wonder 
why we had to run for shelter
when the promise of a brave new world
unfurled beneath the clear blue sky?

so i've been around the block a lot lately, for those of you who don't know, and those of you who don't care

and i'm tired of running. i'm tired of huring and falling and cycling between down ( Read more... )

who would miss me if i died?

who would it really change?

maybe this isn't such a wonderful life afterall

maybe i don't touch people at all

-joel

the Killers are my heart in this ache ( Read more... )

i interviewed for a job, that i would really really like to get ( Read more... )

mmm, its been a while since i've done a post with any food in it, but i have a thought (don't know how it will turn out) but here goes...

so the other as i'm

nah, the thoughts just arent getting there for this one... maybe i write later then

out

i wake up today with a sore head
sore throat
bleary eyes

i have to go to work

the Lord will give me bread to get through today
He will guide me, and maybe, comfort me

with shaky knees and feeble stance
this is the rock on which i stand

"You alright?"

It really matter? if God wins in the end...

rite now ( Read more... )