Today was a better day. Some students sat on the lawn on campus drawing one of the buildings with their giant drawing pads while the teacher circulated, looking over their shoulders. At most, the temperature was 70 and the sky overcast--a thick, cold gauze as Hoagland would say ( Read more... )

Kyle and I had sex tonight. It was the first time I've had sex since Todd back in August. At least, I think so. Maybe I've been living in perpetual depression for the past several years, but my libido is stunted, I thrive off sadness, and I tend to seek out situations that are seemingly impossible so I can obsess over them because I know that they ( Read more... )

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Arrived Wednesday night RIGHT on time. The flights all went fairly well, aside from my sprint-a-thon in Dallas. We even got there early, which made me think I had plenty of time to slip outside for a quick cigarette and talk to Pops on the phone, but as I was looking around, I noticed that the airport in Dallas is FUCKING huge and I jumped on the ( Read more... )

Maybe we can start again.
Only the young can break away.The past few days, I've been drinking tons of tea. Mostly Chai or some kind of spice tea. Usually black; usually multiple cups in a day. I've also been experiencing REM rebound like crazy ( Read more... )

Oh Billy Collins, you and I both once loved our mid-writing cigarettes. You with your paper lodged deep in the gullet of that tepid typewriter, and me ( Read more... )

We drove in the evening of New Mexico ( Read more... )

I'm not sure why, but I'm restless. It's nearing 2am and I've had my hot, decaf tea, and I've had my series of evening cigarettes followed by two episodes of the delicious S&C. However, my bed isn't really calling to me, and I'd rather sleep on the couch sometimes ( Read more... )

The house had so much straw, this time ( Read more... )