Had a dream the other night ( Read more... )

I'm watching a show, emergency trauma.
A guy got hit by a car, he's messed up.
The kid is cold (I was cold)
He keeps apologizing (I did, nonstop)
The EMTs, the father keep telling him to take it easy.
Like my mother did.
That was one of the harder things I've watched in a while.

What the fuck, you fucking bitch.
I want to pay a bill early, and you throw the money back in my face?
What the hell kind of drugs are you on?

I'm having trouble focusing ( Read more... )

No, Lydia, you fucking idiot. If you name your cat Dell you will be asked if you named him after the computer. That is what happens. The world doesn't revolve around you and what you know.

My grandpa had white hair ( Read more... )

The last time I was in bed with you, my heart beat so hard I couldn't breath ( Read more... )

So, Katie's 21st.
There was a party, and I dragged Joe to it.
Sat on his lap, a little.
Eric asked me about that, I'm not quite sure what to make of it.
Why would Eric ask me about that?
I need to stop reading into things.
But I didn't miss Seth as much tonight.

Lydia's talking about how she's a role model and likes to lead by example.
I'm sorry, I thought doing drugs every night and being in debt up to my eyeballs was a bad thing.

It's very hard to figure out what you want from me.
I don't know what to expect and it kind of scares me.
It's very hard to tell myself to not talk to you.
I don't know if you want to talk to me.
I don't know if I want to talk to you.

i'm very glad you don't read this. That would be kinda embarrassing.