some vicious things were said and all in good fun until you started crying. then i watched, you spoke to me. i miss your old haircut. you know i could never kill a chicken. you know who i am. when i see your round belly with a pointy button and a baby inside, i just want to sleep next to you tonight.

you make this hard for me. i'm the one trying, and you're the one shooting me down. love isn't real. it's a lie.

i think that everyone should be given a chance sometime in their life to prove themselves entirely, with their innermost sincerity to someone. i suppose we have the choice but i hardly see these chances. i'm feeling a little shorthanded for the time being. it's like a "how are you?" ,if i could only pull something out from inside you can SEE so you ( Read more... )

to anyone. and then friends, old friends & new friends, and just nice people in general. but it's all the little things about you that i love. for you it's the way that you talk and the way that you walk. and then i think about it...and nothing's been said before. we don't even know each other.

lately i've got this feeling that there's a reason that i've got this feeling and it's not just whatever, bitterness. i'll get reminded just about every day, and then i'll think oh yeah it's totally different now everything is different and that's good. and then, things that are different aren't good. people arent the same as previous people and ( Read more... )

we finally got it in the store (i work at hollywood video, thats how i have it now). i was so afraid we weren't even going to have it because it wasn't even on the list of movies coming out august 14. but yeah this is exciting, it's fucking loaded with extra features. even if the retail on this dvd is like 30 dollars, i guarantee you lynch fans ( Read more... )

i don't want to lose any more sleep over this old thing of mine. it's past and i need future. she doesn't call me that often, but she did yesterday and told me of more extreme change. it's not like i'm not happy for her growth but it's a punch in the face kind of reminder that i can live without. i told her before not to call me anymore, and yet i ( Read more... )

lurking in the woods ( Read more... )

i'm concentrating way too hard.

i went there, private property and drank the last drop of jagermeister left in the bottle. i was ripped in half. wolves got me. yeah i was a wolf. this is what makes it so hard not to cry, and when i get into the driveway i see his face, i hear her climax. she fucks him and whoever else i guess, and i'm tormented by her scent. she no longer smells ( Read more... )