I finally got a tattoo and I am absolutely in love with it. I find myself coming home after class and just looking at it. It makes me feel pretty and it makes me more comfortable naked. I have finally come out of my shell and I have never been happier. Granted I still get shy around people that I don't know at outings but I am working on it ( Read more... )

Finals week here we go. Bring on the stress and torture! oh how I despise you

The fact that I have to write things down that bother me or I can't sleep has gotten worse the older I get. Everyone knows I have this tight knit circle of friends but sometimes I feel like I have no one to talk to. When it comes to something that makes me overly emotional I keep it to myself because I can't handle the emotions and I feel like ( Read more... )

The semester is coming to an end and it makes me sad especially when it comes to my soc of sex groups. I have 4 meetings left and the group that use to be my favorite only bores me. Everyone knows when it comes to life in general I am pretty laid back except when it comes to time, lying,  and telling me you are going to do something and don't. Well ( Read more... )

School is back in session and I am swamped with homework and you know what I could care less. I am just excited that I am not stuck in my house doing absolutely nothing all day long and I will take homework over that any day. So all day I have noticed things that drive me absolutely insane and most of them come from my pharmacology ( Read more... )

Because I am bad at it and I know it ( Read more... )

So far today is a better day. Sometimes I look back and it is a little embarrassing at how I just let my anger get the best of me. I feel myself becoming this angry person again and it is definitely not a good thing. I am not angry all the time but piss me off and i don't even think about things anymore I just react. I don't fight I just say things ( Read more... )

I fucking hate my life right now. This is a Kiki hates her life so I don't wanna hear any shit about it not being that bad or it will be okay because you know what eventually it will be okay but right now i am so angry to the point of shaking. I can't take the hypocrisy or the fact that they joke around when the shit really isn't funny. If it wasn' ( Read more... )

I have always been the one that people come to with their problems, issues, concerns, etc etc and I am always here to help because it is what I do. It is simply who I am and I love every second of it. I am flattered that people trust me enough to come to me and know that I am not going to put their business on front page news. Advice seems to come ( Read more... )

So Rudy was here for a good five days and I had a blast but we really need to learn how to hang out in moderation because afterwards all we want to do is sleep. Now that he is gone I am sad, slightly depressed, and bored and that brings on eating and I already know that I am going to be bigger than this building when I go back to school. I need to ( Read more... )