Not sure how I feel... I  mean I feel good...so good...amazingly good...but experience has taught me to be wary.

Why is it so hard for me to trust?  Why can't I just let it all go?

Disturbing/shocking/sad/awful:

http://www.lsj.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20051209/NEWS01/512090333/1001/opinion

This happened near my hometown... who does this nowadays?  Jesus Christ.

Once again, I thank my stars that I have my roommate, and not some other person's roommate who was supposed to be theirs but somehow got to be mine ( Read more... )

Amazing. :)

hmm LJ sucks b/c it can't display chinese. ;)

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This post is dedicated to mah best friend from over the years, whose birthday it is today (or was two hours ago ( Read more... )

oh my god i just want to leave and get the hell out of here.  i'm so tired of michigan, so tired of being sheltered.  but most of all, i'm just too damn tired of not being allowed self-liberty.

One of the hardest things to learn when one is growing out of childhood is that people leave you.  It's different when you're a child because that event, that leaving, never seems as permanent or as life-changing as it does when you are older and have been dipped into the waters of adulthood.  When you're a child, there really is a blanket of ( Read more... )

Isn't life supposed to be harder than this?  What am I doing wrong?  I'm not stressed out.  I know what I need to do.  I know what I'm doing.  I'm not saying there aren't stressful times.  I'm not saying there aren't times when I want to scream or cry.  But looking at everything overall, I'd say that it all just...flows ( Read more... )