i have been having a large debate with myself lately and both sides have extreamly valid points. i dont know how to fix it all, and this is making me depressed. i have asked several people for advice and they all give me the same awnser "i dont know what to tell ya!" why is this such a hard thing to figure out? i know in the end im just going to ( Read more... )

sooo... 8 day work weeks suck ass expecially when you were told that you would have several days off because they feel bad doing that to me... not a single day off, and im not supprised. so i will have had one day off two days short of two weeks ( Read more... )

R.I.P. Beast ( Read more... )

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there is a verry fine line between bravery and stupidity and i think people give me far to much credit.

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so i have worked just under a 40 hour week, this is a huge step up from a 21 hour week. i am really stressed out and need some me time, but i cant. every day off i have i have family things i have to do or health things to take care of ( Read more... )

my knee has been hurting for about 2 weeks now and i dont know why.  i have tried my heating pad, ice, streaching and ignoring... but nothing worked. i finnally got to see the dr. about it and they drew some blood for tests. they think i might have lyme disease. talk about suck, but it doesnt supprise me ( Read more... )

so im seeing an old friend on an exclusive level right now. its going slow, but im comfortable for a change ( Read more... )