"Can a taste of love be so wrong?"

[firestarter713]

...And the thing is, I don't wanna be a pitstop in someone's life. I wanna be the destination. But the thing I fear so much is that nothing is meant to last. [If and] when this magical "he" comes around, will he really want to stay? Sometimes I get to thinking, and I'm not the most obscenely beautiful creature in the world. Would someone really

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[billslates]

The last paragraph was nicely written... It goes well with what i'm listening to now(Sage Francis - Runaways).

When you find this magical "he" who feels that your the destination--or this magical "he" finds you--would your life change? Would you feel motivated to be different/act differently/do something different in any way whatosever, or would you keep to the same course/stay exactly the same?

Curious.

First post: RAWR!

[firestarter713]

Thanks! :D Oh gosh, Sage Francis. Jorge is gonna kill me if I don't listen to some pretty soon. I may have made a promise to do it today. In fact...*pops it in.* Good. :)

As for the other thing...hmmm... I think that everyone that I really care for that comes into my life has some sort of impact on me. So I guess I would "change" in that way. I don't really know though how much it would be or... I guess there's really a lot involved in that series of questions. :P

I don't really want someone to change me, and I'm not looking for someone to sweep in and "fix" my life-- which is pretty great anyway-- I just hope that in the future I'll be with someone who genuinely wants to be (and stay) with me.

[firestarter713]

Well, I think you're incredibly intelligent and highly intuitive, so I don't think that you should ever have a problem with an abusive relationship. If that were to ever happen though, I would personally BEAT THE SHIT outta the fuck.

I don't know if I believe in "love at first sight," but whatever. :P I think that with all the people in the world, there can't be just one person you're meant for. I mean, maybe there is but... I just think that if you were to make this big list of all the things that your absolute perfect person would be, a lot of people would fit that description. And so you could be the ideal girl for, like, gazillions of guys and vice versa!

Plus, you're extraordinary, so I wouldn't worry too much about it. The only thing you should maybe worry about is finding someone cool enough to be worthy of you. ;)

[xblack_eyedx]

Sometimes the person you least expect that doesn't necessarily fit your "ideal" criteria can be the one who catches you off-guard and becomes this "love of your life". Don't ever restrict yourself to a petty list of do's and dont's.

[firestarter713]

Yeah! Exactly! I just meant there's bajilions of people out there, and that definitely supports what I was saying. :P

[tinkerbell309]

You know I have to comment. This is my topic. :p It's funny that you wrote about this now, as I've just woken up from a dream, and you were in it! But my love, this "he" you speak of is only magical in your eyes. "He" will seem you as the most beautiful creature in the world, and I believe that. There are many things in life that are not meant to last, so you are right about that, but then again there are so many things that are. Sometimes it is easy to figure out what that is, and other times not.

P.S. I'd wake up to your face every morning. ;)

[firestarter713]

God Christina, I love you! I swear you make my heart skip a beat sometimes. And that's a love I know will last forever. ;D

PS. (intrigued) Dream, eh? Hmmm.... I think some get-together plans need to be made. ;)

[meanstotheend]

i had this whole thigns i wrote and i posted it but this damn 56k internet fucked up and its all gone lol...i figure i can just talk to u about it later than :)...i should be so lucky to wake up next to such beauty every morning...

[firestarter713]

Hahah! Thanks! ;D I'll be looking forward to your call...

[firestarter713]

PS. (In regard to Finding Neverland) You jinxed me you bastard! >:[

PPS. Check out the reply to Shaw. :P

PPPS. I got mail today! :D

[meanstotheend]

P.S. hahaha sorry :(...hehehe

PPS I will a.s.a.p.

PPPS if u havent read it yet dont unti l i go...i spread the me-ness as long as i can (which is pretty long ;D)

[_pookie_head_]

You're gorgeous and i love you.

[firestarter713]

Eeeeee!!! *blushes* I love you too! :D