So I decided to contact jess. I sent her a message and it said "if your ready to talk to me again, I'm ready to try and be friends. I also said that actually hold on.. I'll copy and paste it ( Read more... )

So seriously ( Read more... )

So, I'm moving on and taking steps. TRying to to think of you.

You'll probably be on my mind for the rest of my life, but I'm starting to believe it's better than by my side.

And it's hard to say that because I know in my heart thats where I want you to be. so maybe one day we will work something out and you and me can be together.

Take me back and I'll be yours till the end of time

Last night I had one of the wierdest dreams. one of those dreams where it seems s realistic that you can almost touch the persons hair ( Read more... )

Is it wrong to hope that the person who doesnt care for you anymore is only hiding how they really feel ( Read more... )

You know ( Read more... )

So I talked to jess today. Even though it feels like yesterday. I've been awake for waayyyyyy too long and it's starting to affect my body clock ( Read more... )

I'll always be there ( Read more... )

I'm looking for a place to be
to keep my heart from getting hurt
to shelter, and let me be me

I just feel like shit. ya know?? that feeling like your not doing anything right and everything is getting fucked up because of you. youve got no idea what to do and how to do it and no idea where your going to be in any length of time. Fucking