As fo today, the 15th of May in the year 2007, I am now an armed forces enlisted puke!

Passed my physical and all that extra shit. Looks like I'm heading out to Basic in Fort Jackson South Carolina on the 10th of October.

Oh boy!

Still clean and sober all these days. I knew I could do it.

Hey there people (all 3 people who read this), well as I intoned before I've decided to join the Army / Natl Guard. Most people have reacted to my choice with either hostility (not directly at me) or just the usual WTF?! reaction. Now I'm going to rant and it's not aimed at anyone directly , but this shit has to be said ( Read more... )

So I'll probably make another week without dope or anything. I have been chewing up my supply of pain killers though. Doc gave me vicodin but I told em I hated taking lots of Tylenol. Acetametaphen is some mean shit on the liver. So instead I got hooked up with the Oxycotin ( Read more... )

Well after a rough few days, I'm feeling somewhat better. I'm healing quite well and I guess I've got less malaise than ususal ( Read more... )

So here I am, still alive. It's been exactly one week since I quite smoking the herb and all is well on that front. Other than the 'terrible' nightmares, I don't see myself smoking anytime soon ( Read more... )

Sorry it's been a while people. Thing have been going on. THINGS! I fell off the wagon a week and a half ago. For shame! However since that moment of weakness I've been 100% sober. The only drugs I'm on are prescription now ( Read more... )

Today was exciting, I ended up going to the hospital for an assesment of what the hell is wrong with my head lately. This was something that was in the works for a while now. I'm not crazy, I don't think. I mean everyone has to be a little disturbed now-a-days ( Read more... )

Well another wonderful day in the hood. Sirens pretty much constantly all night. My frantic room mate doesnt help either. Lucky I got about 20 or so 5mg Melatonins left or I would be insane. Nothing better than using synthetic melatonin to see the Sand Man. Or some such rubbish ( Read more... )

Well first day without the smoke and it was ok. I drank a measurable percentage of my body weight in water. I gues all it takes is some mental strength and a nice distraction or two ( Read more... )