Just got back on here due to a saved email that I sent many moons ago, and I was reading through it and decided to pop back by.  Mostly I use my myspace instead, so if anyone who might still read this has one, add me - http://www.myspace.com/tragedyslessonsRead more... )

Looks like I'm *actually* going to make it to school this semester. I've almost done it three times already, but this time I stayed on the ball and got my financial aid in order, and I have placement testing this weekend. Go me. I'm very excited ( Read more... )

the more they stay the same, it seems. I finally did email my ex. And he wrote back. We're going to try to be friends. Supposed to have coffee next week ( Read more... )

that nomatter how long it's been, or how much my life has changed, or how happy I am now, the sight of his face can still take my breath away and make me feel as if I were 17 again? As soon as I looked into his eyes in that picture, his voice filled my head. I could hear him laugh, say my name. I never expected it could hit me this hard after all ( Read more... )

Olivia Bonnie Paradise was born on September 30, 2005, at 11:35 PM ( Read more... )

I just got back from the doctor, and I am having a baby on Friday. Go me!

On hot summer nights. Beer, and lots of it. But I can't have it. And by the time I can it will be winter, and Corona is just not as good in the winter. Damnit. I want beer ( Read more... )

Bastards. I went to the doctor today, and my blood iron levels are low, so I have to start taking an iron supplement on top of my regular vitamins, and I've gained 5 lbs in 2 weeks. Damn. Also, the glucose test that I had to take that I couldn't eat for 8 hours for, and left big bruises inside both my elbows from getting blood drawn, I failed, ( Read more... )

My mom called me yesterday. Asked me if I could come meet her for coffee today. I said yes, because she's my mom, and I can't ignore her forever. I pull into dunkin donuts, and she and my dad are standing there. I figured it was a set-up. THe only time they ever get together is to ambush me or my brother. But, turns out he was just there ( Read more... )

I wish I wasn't typing this right now. Or ever, would be good. Derek & I are so far behind, that we are getting evicted. Between being without a car at all for almost 2 months, and some bad employment choices, we just couldn't hack it. So yesterday, I called my mom to tell her, not to ask for her help but just for moral support (that's funny, ( Read more... )