new journal. name = missmaddiesue. add me if you wish. goodbye dear journal, you've listened to me better than anyone <3

i think it might be time to start a new LJ. i've had this one since i was 16, and i hate to give it up. but times are different. i'm in a different place now, a wonderful place at that. i don't want to start my new memories in an old journal full of alllll kinds of memoirs. it's time for a new year, a new start, and a new journal :)

ahhh, finally a moment to update my life... i have been sick in bed since friday. swine flu?! oh i hope not. my mom says it's not, and i trust her nursing experience. but damn, low fever, aches, stuffy/runny nose, sore throat, and now this awesome hacking cough. i felt it coming on all last week. then thursday night holly and i went to the fair. ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like there's a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to your ear, you could probably hear the ocean. The moon tonight, there's a circle around it. Sign of trouble not far behind. I have this dream of being whole. Of not going to sleep each night, wanting. But still sometimes, ( Read more... )

so here i am, trying to use this thing again. i really feel like when i make regular entries, i just feel better. after all that's happened these past few months, i thought about deleting my journal. too many memories. but my psych professor told me that she's kept journals since she was 15 (me too! and even before that) and that you should never ( Read more... )

i'm so depressed.

weeeeeeeee today has been fun so far! woke up around 9, had some coffee and got ready. i got some mc donald's for me and my madre and met up at her office at apu. we ate our lunch then went to my orientation thingy. my mom showed me where all my classes are and i got a free "i <3 APU" t-shirt lol. my class schedule for this semester is as follows ( Read more... )

well it's been 10,000 years since i posted last. a lot has happened. maybe another day i'll fill in the gap but for now i'm too tired. so i'm just gonna pick up and keep postin! christmas was nice. i got the following ( Read more... )

ahh things are winding down... this week at least haha. finals will be here soon then things will get crazy, but for now, alls well. soooo excited for friday cuz ty and i are going to see trans-siberian orchestra, and i just cannot wait!!!! i'll be in the biggest christmas mood after that haha. anyhoo, i'm in the comp lab at school. getting my ( Read more... )

sigh, long weekend is over! it was pretty chillaxed: i hung out with jessica, i hung out with my jenn, cyn, and erika, i did lots of homework that i didn't even need to do! but i'm glad i did it so that's one less thing i'll have to worry about, i worked, i went to lucilles with jessica mmmmmmmmmmm bbq chicken, washed my car, etc ( Read more... )