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first_matemilla

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Mar 04, 2007 03:02

im deppresed lonley and i need someone in the worst way. i miss i love you and i miss someone to talk to. i have nothing to look foreword to anymore and noone to look foreword to seeing. things need to change soon, things really really need to change soon. nothings nice just bitter and dull.

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be_mysterious March 4 2007, 18:17:49 UTC

Sarah?
Are you okay?

first_matemilla March 4 2007, 20:57:01 UTC

we did break up like 2 months ago but im fine with it,it needed to happen, but im just talking in general, but yes i am fine, thanks. how have you been i havnt talked to you in avery long time, the last time may have been at bj montgomerys house.

be_mysterious March 10 2007, 13:54:19 UTC

Of course! I'm fine. I see you around some times. But, yes, I believe the last time we hung out was at BJ's.

anndisaster_ March 4 2007, 23:06:33 UTC

What you need is to stop just smoking pot everyday and continue being unemployed. I don't want that to come off as sounding shitty, I don't mean it to be, but from what I've heard from people, you're not doing too well. I want you to be happy, and I'm glad to hear [in the above comment] that you're doing fine with our whole situation. I want you to find someone that you can talk to, someone you can look forward to seeing, honestly. I only want good things for you, and I wish that you'd just apply yourself more, and not give up, like it seems that you're doing. If you ever want to talk [whenever you're at that 'point'], give me a call, okay?
-Sarah

first_matemilla March 5 2007, 15:07:37 UTC

u make it sound like my life is falling apart. its not in anyway, i always have control over what is happening in my life, you know that.im not to worried about a full time job at this second, i plan on going to g.e.d classes again soon getting a parttime job and getting my g.e.d, ill go to college aventually but not right now. Also please stop trying to be my friend, i have nothing against you and i dont hate you but you need to realize that im not going to come around and be your friend. We broke up two or so months ago and we were dating for 3 1/2 years, not gonna happen.

p.s. there is absolutly no reason to quit smoking

anndisaster_ March 6 2007, 03:53:47 UTC

Well you know what, I'm honestly very happy to hear that you have plans to get your G.E.D soon. It's something to work towards, and it'll make things a lot easier after you get that out of the way. If you don't want to be friends, fine, okay? I'll stop every form of contact with you if that's what would really make you happy, but it doesn't at all mean that I'm just going to instantly stop caring about you and your well being.
I wish you the best in everything you do.

That comment honestly offended me. 001001101 March 6 2007, 03:28:07 UTC

There is NOTHING wrong with smoking bud.
Don't try to make it seem like there is.

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_captaincrunk March 5 2007, 22:56:44 UTC

You're probably feeling down because you're listening to Deathcab for Cutie. Hate to put all my eggs in one basket with that thought, but its probably it, lol.

first_matemilla March 8 2007, 03:41:19 UTC

there is nothing wrong with deathcab

_captaincrunk March 9 2007, 08:32:42 UTC

There is everything wrong with Deathcab.

001001101 March 19 2007, 05:11:49 UTC

I agree with this comment.

001001101 March 6 2007, 03:30:27 UTC

Don't let her tell you there's something wrong with smoking bud, Jeremy.

first_matemilla March 8 2007, 03:18:49 UTC

chap think about who your talking to, c'mon

_captaincrunk March 9 2007, 08:33:47 UTC

There is nothing wrong with smoking bud. But there IS something wrong with listening to Deathcab. Jesus, everyone in here is all pissed. I think we should just all chill and listen to some tough-guy hardcore and smoke a REAL drug. Like DMT.

shiootshnit March 6 2007, 11:25:58 UTC

i think you're doing fine jeremy. everyone needs their alone time to think, cope, and figure things out. hey sarah, how about you stop telling him what he needs to do, jeremy is an adult, and makes his own decisions. he wasn't seeking opinions, he was seeking someone to talk to, not someone to cut him down right off the bat. maybe if you made him feel good instead of like a failure, he might look a little more on the brighter side. if he's not talking to you, he obviously doesn't need your input on how he should be living.

anndisaster_ March 6 2007, 23:57:40 UTC

Hey Lynn, I know that he makes his own decisions. By writing in a public journal, where I'm on his friends list, kind of gives me and everyone else the option to write what we think/feel about an entry. I didn't mean to "cut him down right off the bat", I was trying to give some constructive criticism, which everyone has obviously taken the wrong way. If making him feel good means making myself lie through my teeth by telling him to keep up the good work, then no, I won't.
And again, no, he wasn't talking directly to me, he was talking to everyone capable of reading his journal, which I responded to with those dandy little 'post comment' buttons. Plus, I don't know where you get off leaving a comment [basically] to me, like you know a damn thing about me in the first place. All you know is based off of a few comments, and whatever Jeremy's told you, which I'm sure in the situation we're in, has all been negative.
Thank you ma'am, don't tell me to mind my business, when you should really be minding yours.

001001101 March 9 2007, 21:17:56 UTC

Calm down.

first_matemilla March 8 2007, 03:15:43 UTC

lynn is right, you didnt always make me feel like shit but you did more than not.also i take in and respect something that lynn says much more than you and i have every reason for that and yes this might be a public journal but it is still my journal so dont be shitty towards my friends on my journal because lynn is not the one who needs to mind her own buisiness it is you who need to mind there own business.

p.s. thank you lynn i appreciate it

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